what happens when you loose hold of a situation, and feel like you can no longer piece back the situation. Do you leave the puzzle alone and walk away, or do you continue to rack your brain, only to find out, you still CANNOT piece it together!...This seems like that is the same story for most of us. We want to finish a puzzle or a game we are just not meant to finish, it is like the puzzle is put into your life to teach you how to work hard and learn how to be passionate. But then what happens when you become so passionate and there is no direction? Today I woke up free-spirited no stress anywhere around...but by this evening all of that changed, thoughts after thoughts circling my mind, emotion after emotion rising and plunging in my stomach, words after words glowing before me [confusion!]. I studied psychology but many a times yet to manage my own psych...is that a bad thing? You know, someone once said to me...if you become a psychologist or work in that field, you'll most likely become your own worst patient!...I am yet to receive my masters and I can already agree. I seem to solve everyone else's problems and show everyone else what it is they should be grateful for, however in my case, there is no one to do that for me. People always say to me, "if it wasn't for you Tasha...blah blah blah," but I cannot say that to myself...or can I?...smh, I'm human too!


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